Today's poem is by Becka McKay
Elegy Begun in July
1.
Come back says my father
to the ruby-throated
hummingbird studyingthe dahlias on the deck
where we drink our coffee.
In the house his wife sayssomething to her hospice nurse
that makes them both laugh.
This moment has littlemarket value until you add up
the cost of red nectar
and dahlias my father boughtto battle the reluctance
of hummingbirds.
Come back. His voice pebbleswith exasperation.
The grammar of his grief
is full of false imperatives.2.
The dying have fewer rules
than the dead, breath
anchoring in their chestsas the rest of the body
grows lonely for oxygen
like landscapes grow lonelyfor shadows on overcast
days. The dying have
sharper eyes than I expected,gaze of circling hawks,
all hunger without
burden of intellect.3.
Lucid means clear,
as if the dying
are less transparent,and maybe they are.
Maybe when we forget
ourselves our bodies fillwith clouds. What I mean
to say is I'm afraid
of the dyingwho mightsay anything at all
though not of the dead.
I will sit with a bodywhenever I'm needed,
but if the dying
want to talk, I'm muteas the row of boulders
my father planted
under the hackberries,a spine to keep
the weeds in place.
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from Beloit Poetry Journal
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