Triple Sonnet for my Aggressive Forehead
       

Dad thinks my forehead is too Godzilla, too Tarzan,
too Wonder Woman, tells me not to tie my hair back,
exposing it, like it's the Frankenstein Monster
from beneath my childhood bed,
or the mollusk that challenged the world,
and Dad, I love you, but you should know
that I'm a nightmare as a woman
who can make the earth stand still,
calling all UFOs from planets beyond
to paint me on canvas just as I am:
a Chinese girl nicknamed Yellow Fever,
chowing down on all the pork buns
and chicken biscuits and shrimp banh ml,
at the buffet, and of course, all the men

as I star in my own B-movie, give it an XXX,
every girl 's dream of playing opposite
King Kong, and you know I'm not some Fay Wray
who screams at the sight of a hand,
and Dad, I think about all the ape toys
you bought me when I was a child,
because you never wanted me to be alone,
never wanted me to go a day without
laughing or plotting, and did I mention
that you were born on Halloween
which makes me half evil—I'm joking,
but Dad, you've got to let me keep my forehead ,
despite your old school Chinese beliefs
of girls hiding their warrior brains,
and I know you're just looking out for me,

but my forehead has its own life,
like an invisible screen—one-way glass
where the ad men are watching the women
try on lipstick, but in my forehead
it's the other way around, because let's let
the boys play, and the girls watch for once,
because every lip could use a bit more
rouge, purple, crimson, burnt orange, hot pink,
how at once, I want to dress up
as a flight attendant, an accountant,
someone in the front of the class holding a ruler
and yes, if I fill out a survey
from a sex magazine, I'm checking off
forehead as my favorite body part.

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from Revenge of the Asian Woman
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