Today's poem is by Dana Roeser
If You Step Off Now
Waking from her nest
of blankets, my rumpled
plump seatmate inmaroon sweatwear asks, "Is it time
to get off?" as though she
would step offinto cloud. I say, "If
you step off now
you'll be in heaven."That's what Dad and
Ellen call it: I say,
"How's Sonny?" andDad says, "Oh, he
went to heaven." Apparently, in one
of my lapsesone Saturdaywhen I forget to
callthere has been yet
another funeral for someoneat Dad's retirement
place. Which they shrug off
like a groceryshop, a step off
with carry-on bag into
a neutral, disinterestedcloud layer. The pilot over
the PA makes a point
to tell us it's morningas if we could have
turned the world
upside down,entirely, in our overnight flight,
and declared it sunset, the slant
golden light strobingthe cabin, our foreheads.
"Sharon" had to crawl on all fours
to wedge her bulkinto the seat. Still,
she stroked and massaged her
almost equally heftyhusband, talked in a
low voice to him, slept against him
was never crossthe wholeflight; she turned her awkward
body around once or twice, kneeing me
in the process, to talk with hersister, her sister's husband,
her toddler nephew, lodged
in the seats behind. She was,they all were, her sister
told me, traveling to Norway for the
first time in twentyplus years to see the
old people. Not off on an
individual getting-away-from-it-alljunket, as someone I won't
name might have been said to be.
I can't say why I liketo hang between cities
in airplanes, willfully eluding
gravity, my life whittleddown to a suitcase,
looking out my porthole window
at the foamy celestial surf. Orto roam the white
airport, while my children wail and thrash
in their plasticine sleevesin my wallet. I troll dispassionately
the duty-free shops for the essentials
of this worldcameras, perfume,watchesstacked so pleasingly
in their glittering cases, or the souvenir
stands, where peoplelike Sharon and her family
earnestly shop, for tokens of the mud, and wind,
and flowers of Holland,the netherland below
the nowhere where I stand: a palm-sized
windmill, a paper bagof tulip bulbs, and,
for walking buried streets and gardens,
a miniature pair of brightly stenciledwooden clogs.
Copyright © 2008 Dana Roeser All rights reserved
from Northwest Review
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